Some excerpts from someone with Schizoaffective Disorder (Ongoing) Free

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Today I am going to group. It has been awhile since I have been to group. It’s cold and I don’t really feel like going because of the weather. However, I do want to go for my mental health and to see everyone. It’s relaxing to be there. I thought it was Friday. Today is Thursday. I don’t feel foolish. It is what it is. I’m okay. My mom and I are going to go to some stores.

I just got done exercising for 40 minutes. I have to do 20 more minutes, for today, and then I will be done. I have energy, but I want to sleep. Did exercising give me energy? I stayed on the treadmill for 12 minutes. After that I did 8 minutes of weight training.

Nature is nice. If I could be a botanist I would. I like gardening and plants. I haven’t done it in a while though. Since I got sick with the Schitz. 

My mind feels a bit clearer as I write. However, when I type my mind still feels jumbled. I guess writing by hand is the way to go. I feel stronger. I feel healthier. I feel less congested of the things that plague me.

Mental Health Baby: You Can Do It Man ( Full ) Free

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Although the man is labored with things, I don't feel bad for the man, those things seem so small. He has something going for himself, too. A teacher. I hope his mental health changes though, to being wise, so that he doesn't have to keep blaming himself.

Weak?Strong?Full of Bones? ( Preview ) Free

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I'll be moving out soon. Yeah, I will have my own place. It will be somewhere to go and rest.  The sleep I can see will be well. There will be less stress on me and ease. I know the house I would like. I will try to get them to go down on the price. I know how much everything will cost. I'll be living from check to check, but I am ready for this home that I look at daily. We are meant to be. Not like some of the other homes I have seen and have thought they could be for me.

A Day At The Library: Wouldn’t it be nice! ( Full ) Free

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Today was okay. I went to the library. I got to play a game using my hotspot called “Play Together(i)” on my iPad. It doesn’t work on my phone well. I also purchased some books from the library. Yes; purchased, they have a room full of books that you can purchase instead of check out. I think every library should have a room to buy books from.

One Day We'll See You With Someone ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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New!!* Chapter One (Preview)

Today's place will be Antony's club. I think I will have a nice time there, plus I haven't seen him in sometime. A little visit will be good for the both of us. 

 “Antony, how are you?” I asked him over the music. 

 “Fine!” He gave a laugh and smile. 

The Humble Vampire Tells A Story ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Chapter One (Preview)

Today, I will be at the humane society. Yes, people are awesome, but dogs? Dogs are beautiful too. So cute and amazing. Not only dogs but cats, bunnies, and even pigs. It’s amazing. I already have everything ready I told my friend Anthony I would be coming in today. He actually works there. I volunteer.

Health Check ( Full ) Free

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I sit on this brown couch, Typing, Typing. My back hurts. My mind comes with pain. Schizophrenia and my mental health. They tell me different things. Should I write this? Should I write that? Should I erase this? Is it wrong to write this is it wrong to have an opinion? Why do they keep on bothering me? Is it because I have been chosen? Is it because of something else? At the end it does not matter, I have become healthier. Healthier to write this. Healthier to do things on my own. 

Out And Better ( Full ) Free

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The Car moves backwards. My eyes close slowly. I try to stay up, but my head tilts. However, I am not asleep yet. The cars go forward after the street light changes to green. 

Now at a building that sells phones. The drivers door open. I am left to be alone. My head continues it's tilts. I am still not asleep yet. 

Someone unlocks the door and once I change I lay down. I don't fall asleep.

I have to go out again...

Now I'm out again, but my eyes are open. I'm less sleepy, or not sleepy at all. 

This life does not seem so bad.

Seated ( Full ) Free

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S(he) sat in the car with a teddy bear. They are on their way to a relatives house. S(he) got the bear from a guy(gal) that s(he) met online. S(he) likes the way s(he) talkes about things and his adventures. S(he) wonders, momentarily, if the two of them will work and if the two of them will stay together. They live kind of close to each other, but not close enough to her(him). With two people in the front driving and working on getting them to their destination, s(he) falls asleep. 

Happy ( Full ) Free

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She lays in bed and types. However, she is not sure what to type, and she only has the title. She is unsure if she can write a story.

Urge: The Girl Full With Anxiety ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Chapter One (preview)

Have you ever been like this? A mess? A reck? Having a need for freedom, but freedom being so far away? Why do we judge? Why do we bully? Why? Am I strong enough for this? Will I end up doing something unquestionable like...oh I don’t need to think about that. I should move my mind elsewhere towards positive thoughts. But where are they? How do I do this? Am I all alone?

Vamp City: Don’t Be A Stranger ( Not Complete ) Free

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Prologue ( Comming soon )

I’m staying in this city, while I finish my bachelors degree. I hope there are more people like him.

Chapter One
Well, today has been a great day. I went to the mall and bought me a nice new phone. Really happy about it. I also met a guy named James. He just walked up to the table I was sitting at while I ate. He asked for my number, but when I explained to him I purchased a new phone, since my last one broke, he gave me his number. He was pretty cute, and nice to talk to. We talked about the kind of phone I got, the cat he purchased and adopted from the pet store located in this mall. I even got to hold the little one. She was all black, and very cute. I told him I might adopt a pet, once I finish college. It turns out he’s 25. Three numbers away from my 22. He has his Bachelors in programming. I told him mine as well. It’s in therapy and imaging. He told me he stays with his friends, and is saving up to buy a house. It went with both us complementing aspects in each other’s lives, and ending with me telling him I would text him once I got my new phone up and running with my information. 

Gena: Read about me ( Full ) Free

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I love this place. I do not have to drive. There are very many buses and trains and fairies. I have always wanted to live in a place like this.

My Boring little story ( Full ) Free

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Notice* Hi, before you continue, this story is one of schizophrenia. It is based on a true story. However, a few things have been changed. Do not read, if you are frightened easily or are delusional. Research the illness, if you would like. :) Thank you for reading. These notices are important.

Urge: The Girl Full With Anxiety ( Prologue ) Free

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Recognition

For all the schizophrenics with that urge. To all the people who have overcome.

Prologue

She walked into the room. She felt horrible, and the urge to run away. But she didn’t. She sat down in a seat after getting a ticket and stayed right where she was at. Anxiety. Boy, it had her. She sucked in a breath. She tried to calm down, but it would not let her. She tried to think about getting a reward for herself for coming this far and going out. But that didn’t help very much. She was frozen. Stiff. She couldn’t take it. But if she left she wouldn’t get the money she needed to live. So she stayed and went through the whole thing. She walked out and she took a breath, before speeding to her car. She was done. Now all she had to do was get home. And things would truly be complete.

The Bridge: A Letter To Me ( Full ) Free

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A bridge connected us. There were two cities. You had to cross the bridge if you wanted to go to the opposite city. 

The Humble Vampire Tells A Story ( Prologue ) Free

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Prologue

Will you take this hand of mine, and dance with me? Boredom marks these senses of mine. To be with others will give me joy. Oh my future so bright with the things of this world. Humans oh humans even though I am a vampire I won’t suck your blood. I would rather die. Then to hurt such beautiful creatures. I want nothing to happen to their souls. 

Rekindle That Love: A Family Once Adored ( incomplete ) Free

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Prologue

She's dying? Once upon a time, she was done trying. But now, with her health, she wishes to restore and rekindle love in her life and others as well. Will she sink or shall she float?

Schizophrenia: concentration: Focus On Me ( Full ) Free

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Have you ever tried to close your eyes for a long period of time? Or ball your fist up tightly? Maybe point at an object and name it. Can you point at an object while remember where it is and naming it? With schizophrenia it’s hard. I can’t hold a thought long enough before it is taken away and gobbled up by the voices. Or when I try to do something the pain keeps me in bed and it...it hurts. It is horrible. They make choices for me...

Way To Go ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Chapter One (Preview)

Alright, I'm here, now I've got to wait on the rest. It's dark out right now. Hopefully, they won't take too long. I don't want to have to wait for a while too. 

Okay, ten minutes have passed. Where are they?

"Ring Ring, " a buzzing sound and feel alerts me of my phone ringing. The sound was almost unheard as the music sounded not too far away.

"Hello", I ask after sliding over to answer.

"Sorry, it looks like we won't be able to make it today" the sound of Rets voice could be heard.

"What do you mean?" I ask then continued "I'm here, waiting".