Some excerpts from someone with Schizoaffective Disorder (Ongoing) Free

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Today I am going to group. It has been awhile since I have been to group. It’s cold and I don’t really feel like going because of the weather. However, I do want to go for my mental health and to see everyone. It’s relaxing to be there. I thought it was Friday. Today is Thursday. I don’t feel foolish. It is what it is. I’m okay. My mom and I are going to go to some stores.

I just got done exercising for 40 minutes. I have to do 20 more minutes, for today, and then I will be done. I have energy, but I want to sleep. Did exercising give me energy? I stayed on the treadmill for 12 minutes. After that I did 8 minutes of weight training.

Nature is nice. If I could be a botanist I would. I like gardening and plants. I haven’t done it in a while though. Since I got sick with the Schitz. 

My mind feels a bit clearer as I write. However, when I type my mind still feels jumbled. I guess writing by hand is the way to go. I feel stronger. I feel healthier. I feel less congested of the things that plague me.

Is Resting Easy Just A Tale? ( Prologue ) Free

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Prologue

How can I live easily? I have very little, and when I try to make more, it seems as though this month has taken all I get. This is my story and how I got away from a life of little, and towards a life of more.

Princess Dallielah; Locked Away But, I Will See The World One Day ( Prologue ) Free

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Prologue

I’m locked away in a tower and they won’t let me out. I’m not really in a tower. The voices and emotions trap me though, and I can’t seem to get to myself. That’s why I’m a princess. Princess Dallielah. Who battles schizoeffective disorder and I am with many more insecurities that at least every princess or prince has one of. However, with this new medication, it seems things might be changing, and I might one day be able to get out of this castle.

Out And Better ( Full ) Free

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The Car moves backwards. My eyes close slowly. I try to stay up, but my head tilts. However, I am not asleep yet. The cars go forward after the street light changes to green. 

Now at a building that sells phones. The drivers door open. I am left to be alone. My head continues it's tilts. I am still not asleep yet. 

Someone unlocks the door and once I change I lay down. I don't fall asleep.

I have to go out again...

Now I'm out again, but my eyes are open. I'm less sleepy, or not sleepy at all. 

This life does not seem so bad.

Schizophrenia: concentration: Focus On Me ( Full ) Free

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Have you ever tried to close your eyes for a long period of time? Or ball your fist up tightly? Maybe point at an object and name it. Can you point at an object while remember where it is and naming it? With schizophrenia it’s hard. I can’t hold a thought long enough before it is taken away and gobbled up by the voices. Or when I try to do something the pain keeps me in bed and it...it hurts. It is horrible. They make choices for me...