Some excerpts from someone with Schizoaffective Disorder (Ongoing) Free

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Today I am going to group. It has been awhile since I have been to group. It’s cold and I don’t really feel like going because of the weather. However, I do want to go for my mental health and to see everyone. It’s relaxing to be there. I thought it was Friday. Today is Thursday. I don’t feel foolish. It is what it is. I’m okay. My mom and I are going to go to some stores.

I just got done exercising for 40 minutes. I have to do 20 more minutes, for today, and then I will be done. I have energy, but I want to sleep. Did exercising give me energy? I stayed on the treadmill for 12 minutes. After that I did 8 minutes of weight training.

Nature is nice. If I could be a botanist I would. I like gardening and plants. I haven’t done it in a while though. Since I got sick with the Schitz. 

My mind feels a bit clearer as I write. However, when I type my mind still feels jumbled. I guess writing by hand is the way to go. I feel stronger. I feel healthier. I feel less congested of the things that plague me.

Weak?Strong?Full of Bones? ( Preview ) Free

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I'll be moving out soon. Yeah, I will have my own place. It will be somewhere to go and rest.  The sleep I can see will be well. There will be less stress on me and ease. I know the house I would like. I will try to get them to go down on the price. I know how much everything will cost. I'll be living from check to check, but I am ready for this home that I look at daily. We are meant to be. Not like some of the other homes I have seen and have thought they could be for me.

Grass, Sun, Clouds, Water, Sound, Universe, Schizoaffective Disorder.

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She felt the sun on her skin, but she didn’t absorb it like before. She felt the grass on her feet, shoes in hand, but she didn’t really feel that grass, she didn’t feel the peace. But she felt that she could, that she would, unless she died first. They always reminded her that she might die at the end, and she would not be able to complete what she was supposed to do. She wanted to complete what she was supposed to do, but something held her back. She can do it though. She really can. But will she?

Is Resting Easy Just A Tale? ( Prologue ) Free

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How can I live easily? I have very little, and when I try to make more, it seems as though this month has taken all I get. This is my story and how I got away from a life of little, and towards a life of more.

Until That Day Comes, This Burden Is Mine ( Prologue ) Free

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I don’t want it, but it’s mine. This power, it seems like it should be too much, but it’s not. It’s perfect really, or should be perfect, but I don’t deserve it. I wish I could give it to someone who did deserve it. Maybe then, I can rest easily. Until that day comes, though, this burden is mine. 

Princess Dallielah; Locked Away But, I Will See The World One Day ( Prologue ) Free

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I’m locked away in a tower and they won’t let me out. I’m not really in a tower. The voices and emotions trap me though, and I can’t seem to get to myself. That’s why I’m a princess. Princess Dallielah. Who battles schizoeffective disorder and I am with many more insecurities that at least every princess or prince has one of. However, with this new medication, it seems things might be changing, and I might one day be able to get out of this castle.

Erased: The Person I Used To Be Is Gone ( Prologue ) Free

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What the future has in store for me. I used to think this before I lost my memories and now I think of it as the new me. However, I can't help but wonder about who I was before now. Who was I before all of this? 

Well, I'm not mad. I have many great things in my life right now. I even met this person who can relate to me. Was this meant to be. Wow!

One Day We'll See You With Someone ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Today's place will be Antony's club. I think I will have a nice time there, plus I haven't seen him in sometime. A little visit will be good for the both of us. 

 “Antony, how are you?” I asked him over the music. 

 “Fine!” He gave a laugh and smile. 

The Humble Vampire Tells A Story ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Today, I will be at the humane society. Yes, people are awesome, but dogs? Dogs are beautiful too. So cute and amazing. Not only dogs but cats, bunnies, and even pigs. It’s amazing. I already have everything ready I told my friend Anthony I would be coming in today. He actually works there. I volunteer.

The Kenos Are Alive And They Will Be Respected ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Why do they hate us? Why can’t I go outside and be free? Why can’t I live? Don’t they know how it feels to not be able to live freely? Do you need to know that? Can’t you simply have a sense of self to understand that? Fine. Don’t like me, I’ll be as mean as they are. Kill them with kindness mom? I think not!

The Kenos Are Alive And They Will Be Respected ( Prologue ) Free

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A city of kenos. They are beautiful. They are wise. They are loyal. They are beings that you would want on your team, but for some reason they receive hate because of who they are. They are overall though, normal, like any other human. However, unlike humans they have powers.

It’s Candy With A K, You Fools: Ouch ( Prologue ) Free.

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Why does everyone think my name is spelled differently. They think it’s spelled like actual candy. C-A-N-D-Y. Well, no you fools. My name is spelled Kandy. I take back the fools. I don’t want the gods getting me again or Yinwa. Last time I did something, I fell off the chair backwards. It wasn’t really me, but hey, supposedly, they are me. I don’t think so, but yeah, this is me.

Book Two: A World In Which He Read Like A Story ( Prologue )

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He swayed on his feet as he walked. Where was he? Where did the girl go? Pressure from above made him fall down.

“Who are you that tries to enter this kingdom?” A voice boomed.

The boy though did not speak. He was unconscious.

“Dan! What did you do?!”, A voice that was soft but shrill asked.

The man with his spear laughed haultly, but spoke, “what did I do? Another one tries to enter? What do expect from me? Too many of his kind have been entering, and all they bring is despair, weakness, and things we do not need”

“But this one is different, and we are not barbarians. You know the rules, let them enter, and let them die on their own”.

Hum: A little Song For Me To You ( Prologue ) Free

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She hummed as she walked down the street. She was heading towards a small store that sold only dollar items. She liked this store, and her bag that she carried helped her to load up many items. It was a rolling bag. She got it from a discount store. She made sure to clean it well, and was happy with her purchase when she bought it, and now, as it held up great for the years that she had it. She needed to get some soap, detergent, hair caps, some snacks, a sleeping eye mask, and a bonnet. The rest of the stuff she would get would be for fun.

Dixi This ( Prologue ) Free

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The way things are going is kind of nice. I think I want to live for the fun; go on many trips and adventures. Maybe take a plane to somewhere for the beauty of the place. One day if these thoughts come up, I will follow them and do these things. However, right now, I might never get to do them. 

Urge: The Girl Full With Anxiety ( Chapter One Preview ) Free

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Have you ever been like this? A mess? A reck? Having a need for freedom, but freedom being so far away? Why do we judge? Why do we bully? Why? Am I strong enough for this? Will I end up doing something unquestionable like...oh I don’t need to think about that. I should move my mind elsewhere towards positive thoughts. But where are they? How do I do this? Am I all alone?

Vamp City: Don’t Be A Stranger ( Not Complete ) Free

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I’m staying in this city, while I finish my bachelors degree. I hope there are more people like him.

Chapter One
Well, today has been a great day. I went to the mall and bought me a nice new phone. Really happy about it. I also met a guy named James. He just walked up to the table I was sitting at while I ate. He asked for my number, but when I explained to him I purchased a new phone, since my last one broke, he gave me his number. He was pretty cute, and nice to talk to. We talked about the kind of phone I got, the cat he purchased and adopted from the pet store located in this mall. I even got to hold the little one. She was all black, and very cute. I told him I might adopt a pet, once I finish college. It turns out he’s 25. Three numbers away from my 22. He has his Bachelors in programming. I told him mine as well. It’s in therapy and imaging. He told me he stays with his friends, and is saving up to buy a house. It went with both us complementing aspects in each other’s lives, and ending with me telling him I would text him once I got my new phone up and running with my information. 

Urge: The Girl Full With Anxiety ( Prologue ) Free

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Recognition

For all the schizophrenics with that urge. To all the people who have overcome.

Prologue

She walked into the room. She felt horrible, and the urge to run away. But she didn’t. She sat down in a seat after getting a ticket and stayed right where she was at. Anxiety. Boy, it had her. She sucked in a breath. She tried to calm down, but it would not let her. She tried to think about getting a reward for herself for coming this far and going out. But that didn’t help very much. She was frozen. Stiff. She couldn’t take it. But if she left she wouldn’t get the money she needed to live. So she stayed and went through the whole thing. She walked out and she took a breath, before speeding to her car. She was done. Now all she had to do was get home. And things would truly be complete.

The Humble Vampire Tells A Story ( Prologue ) Free

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Will you take this hand of mine, and dance with me? Boredom marks these senses of mine. To be with others will give me joy. Oh my future so bright with the things of this world. Humans oh humans even though I am a vampire I won’t suck your blood. I would rather die. Then to hurt such beautiful creatures. I want nothing to happen to their souls. 

Rekindle That Love: A Family Once Adored ( incomplete ) Free

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She's dying? Once upon a time, she was done trying. But now, with her health, she wishes to restore and rekindle love in her life and others as well. Will she sink or shall she float?