Recipes I Never Shared (Second edition)

Prologue: The Last Recipe I Made for Them

I used to cook to be accepted.

Not just to fill empty plates, but to fill empty spaces between us—between me and them.

I learned early on that food was language in their family. It was the way love was measured and bartered.
A dash of salt meant you cared.
An extra helping meant you belonged.

So I seasoned meals to please their tastes, not mine.
I baked pies with the right crust, roasted vegetables until they were soft enough for their liking, and followed recipes handed down with unspoken rules.

I brought dishes to their gatherings, hoping for a nod of approval, a smile, or even a “not bad.”

But the nods never came. The smiles were rare. The “not bad” was the best I ever got.

I cooked for their approval, for their acceptance, for their love.
But I wasn’t tasting my own food anymore.

Recipes I Never Shared

Prologue

I used to cook to be accepted.
I seasoned meals to please their tastes, not mine.
I brought dishes to their gatherings, always hoping for a nod of approval, a half-smile, a “not bad.”

They never said thank you.

And I kept going.
Kept trying.
Kept shrinking.

Until one day, I stood in their kitchen—holding a casserole I made from a recipe his aunt dictated—and realized I couldn’t even taste my own food anymore.

So I left.
No note. No explanations. Just a packed bag and a quiet exit.

And a promise to myself:
I will eat to feel. I will cook to heal.

The Flavor of Leaving

Prologue

Everyone talks about leaving like it’s one decision, one suitcase, one door closing behind you.

But for me, it began with a cup.

A cup of bitter chamomile tea I drank in silence while his mother accused me of “making everything complicated.”
A cup of cold coffee I poured out after his sister made me feel small in my own kitchen.

It wasn’t until I made a smoothie at 2 a.m.—blueberries, oat milk, a banana and silence—that I finally heard it.

My body saying, Enough.

That was the first drink I made for myself—not to serve, not to calm the room, not to fix someone else’s mood. Just to soothe me.

Beneath the Blends

Prologue

I didn’t leave because of one big argument. I left because of a thousand tiny ones—unspoken, invisible, but deeply felt.

It was the way his mother looked at my plate when I served myself seconds.
The way his brother called my career a hobby.
The way I laughed less and chewed more carefully, shrinking each day.

Leaving wasn’t brave—it was necessary.
Staying was what had required courage.

But now, I was free. And hungry for something deeper than comfort.
I was starving for myself.

Blending Myself Whole

Prologue

Raya didn’t notice the moment she lost herself. It wasn’t loud or obvious—it happened slowly, in the quiet moments. In skipped meals. In forced smiles. In dinners with his mother where she chewed carefully and said little. In the way his family treated her like a guest in a life she helped build.

She had spent years trying to blend in. Shrink down. Make peace where there was no soil to plant it.

When she finally left, her body felt hollow. Not just from heartbreak—but from depletion.

She needed food. She needed rest. She needed herself back.

Sip by Sip, I Let Go

Prologue

Camille didn’t leave in the middle of the night. She left at 2:17 p.m. on a Wednesday, right after folding her last pair of jeans and placing them carefully into a box labeled Start Over.

Five years in that house. Three with him. Two with his family slowly taking up all the space she once thought was hers.

It ended not in fire, but in silence. And when she closed the door, she knew: They don’t get to define me anymore.

Not him. Not them.

What came next? She wasn’t sure. But she had a blender, a fridge full of fruit, and a hunger to feel good again—starting with what she chose to put into her own hands.

The Smooth Way Out

Prologue

Jasmine didn’t cry when she packed her last bag. She didn’t scream or throw anything. She just zipped the suitcase, unplugged the phone charger from the wall, and walked out of Malik’s apartment for the last time.

It wasn’t just Malik she was leaving—it was his mother’s judgment, his sister’s loud voice, and the version of herself that stayed too long trying to make a place feel like home when it never was.

A week later, with her life in boxes and her peace finally within reach, Jasmine made a promise to herself: No more waiting for someone to save me. I’ll nourish myself—mind, body, and soul.

Sweet Again: The Thrush, The Breakup, and the Smoothie Jar

Prologue

When Jasmine left her ex’s apartment for the last time, she didn’t just leave behind photos, clothes, and five awkward years. She left behind the version of herself that didn’t listen to her own body. The one who waited for permission to rest. To heal. To put herself first.

A month later, when she caught a respiratory infection and ended up on Amoxicillin, she thought: Of course. One more thing to clean up.

But what came next wasn’t just about a pill or an infection. It was about starting over—from the inside out.

A Little Too Clean: The Amoxicillin Story

Prologue

People think healing is simple: take the pill, feel better, move on. But the body is a complicated place. It keeps secrets, remembers things, reacts in ways we don’t always expect.

When Keisha caught a bad cold that turned into something worse, she just wanted it gone. The doctor handed her a familiar name in a familiar bottle: Amoxicillin.

She thought the worst was over. Until her tongue turned white.

The Balancing Act: A Tale of Amoxicillin and Thrush

Prologue

Amelia never liked getting sick. Not just because of the discomfort, but because of the pills. The labels. The side effects in fine print. Still, when the pain in her throat became unbearable and her fever wouldn’t quit, she gave in and went to the clinic. A quick swab, a gentle nod from the doctor, and she was handed a prescription: Amoxicillin—a word she had seen before, but never thought twice about.

Little did she know, this small white capsule would teach her an unexpected lesson—not just about her body, but about balance, caution, and the strange ways medicine gives and takes.

Beneath the Surface: The Naked Mole-Rat’s Way

Prologue: A Life Underground

Most of the world never sees a naked mole-rat. Small, nearly hairless, with wrinkled skin and giant incisors, they live in pitch-black tunnels beneath the dry savannas of East Africa. Often dismissed as strange, ugly, or alien-like, these tiny creatures are in fact some of the most remarkable mammals alive today.

They don’t just survive in a harsh environment — they thrive in one of Earth’s most extreme underground habitats. Naked mole-rats are eusocial, meaning they live in cooperative colonies with a structure similar to bees and ants. They are cold-blooded mammals. They feel little to no pain from acid or spicy chemicals. And they can go without oxygen longer than most creatures on Earth.

This is the story of Nalu, a young worker naked mole-rat, and how she learns that strength doesn’t always come from standing alone — but from accepting a role in something greater than herself.

The Silent Waters: Acceptance in the World of the Axolotl (second edition)

Based on real axolotl biology, behavior, and conservation challenges

Prologue: The Mysterious Lake Dweller

Deep beneath the calm surface of Mexico’s ancient lakes lies a world unlike any other—a world inhabited by the axolotl, a creature often called the “walking fish,” though it is no fish at all. This amphibian remains forever aquatic, never completing the transformation that most salamanders undergo. Its delicate pink gills fan gently in the water, and its large eyes seem to hold silent wisdom.

The axolotl’s life is one of quiet endurance and remarkable adaptation. It survives in a fragile ecosystem, facing dangers both natural and human-made. In this story, we follow Lumi, a young axolotl, as she learns to embrace her unique way of life—accepting the challenges of her environment, her body, and the world around her.

The Silent Waters: Acceptance in the World of the Axolotl

Based on real axolotl biology, behavior, and conservation challenges

Prologue: The Mysterious Lake Dweller

In the quiet, cool waters of Mexico’s ancient lakes lives a creature unlike any other — the axolotl. Known as the “walking fish,” this amphibian remains aquatic throughout its life, never undergoing full metamorphosis like most salamanders. Its story is one of adaptation, survival, and acceptance of an unusual existence.

This story follows Lumi, a young axolotl, as she discovers what it means to thrive in a fragile ecosystem, embracing her uniqueness in a changing world.

Scales of Survival: The Story of the Pangolin

Based on real pangolin biology, behavior, and conservation

Prologue: The Quiet Wanderer

In the dense forests and grasslands of Asia and Africa, a mysterious creature moves silently under the cover of night. Covered in tough scales and armed with powerful claws, the pangolin is a master of defense and solitude. Its life is one of cautious exploration, survival against predators, and quiet resilience.

This is the story of Nala, a young pangolin learning to accept her world and her place in it.

In the Depths of Acceptance: The Octopus’ Journey

Based on real octopus behavior and marine biology studies

Prologue: Shadows in the Reef — The World of the Octopus

In the dim, colorful reefs beneath the ocean’s surface lives the elusive octopus, a master of disguise and intelligence. Each octopus’s life is a delicate balance of solitude and interaction, survival and adaptation. Though generally solitary, octopuses demonstrate moments of acceptance—whether in territorial negotiations, mating, or avoiding predators.

This story follows Oren, a young octopus, as he learns to navigate the complexities of his underwater world, discovering how acceptance takes many forms beneath the waves.

The Watchful Clan: Stories of Meerkat Acceptance

Based on real meerkat behavior and social structures

Prologue: The Sunlit Burrow — Life in the Kalahari

In the dry sands of the Kalahari Desert, a group of meerkats rises with the sun. Their world is one of constant vigilance and cooperation, where each member plays a role in the survival of the clan. Acceptance here means sharing duties, protecting the young, and trusting each other to stand guard.

The story of the Sungu Clan follows a young meerkat named Tari as he learns what it means to belong in a world where every moment can bring danger or opportunity.

Currents of Acceptance: The Life Journey of Sea Turtles

 Inspired by real sea turtle biology, behavior, and conservation

Prologue: Beneath the Moonlight—The Birth of a New Generation

On a quiet tropical beach, beneath the silver glow of the moon, dozens of tiny sea turtle hatchlings break free from their sandy nests. Their first challenge is a frantic, perilous sprint to the ocean. Though small and vulnerable, these newborns carry an ancient legacy, a life bound to the rhythms of the sea and the cycles of nature.

Acceptance in the wild is not just about coexistence—it’s about survival, instinct, and the unspoken bonds between creatures. This story follows the journey of one hatchling, Kai, as he navigates the vast ocean and learns what it means to belong in a world full of dangers and wonders.

Waves of Acceptance: The Journey of the Sea Turtle

Based on real-life sea turtle behaviors and conservation studies

Prologue: Life Begins on the Shore

Under the silver light of a full moon, dozens of tiny sea turtle hatchlings break free from their sandy nests on a remote beach. Their journey has only just begun. From fragile eggs to ocean explorers, sea turtles face dangers and challenges that test their endurance.

Acceptance in nature is not always easy — but for sea turtles, it comes in the form of instinct, community, and resilience.

Echoes Beneath the Waves: The Dolphins’ Dance of Acceptance

Based on real observations of dolphin behavior and social structures

Prologue: Voices of the Deep

Beneath the ocean’s shimmering surface, dolphins move gracefully in tight-knit pods. Their world is filled with clicks, whistles, and playful leaps—a language of connection and community.

Acceptance here is not just social but essential: whether welcoming newborn calves, integrating outsiders, or cooperating in complex hunts, dolphins thrive because they trust and include one another.

The story of the Coral Bay pod reveals the power of acceptance in the vast and unpredictable sea.

Pack Bound: The Wolf’s Code of Acceptance

Based on real wolf behavior and pack social structure studies

Prologue: The Call of the Pack

In the dense forests and open tundras, wolves roam in tightly knit packs built on trust, cooperation, and a clear social order. Each member, from the alpha leaders to the young pups, plays a role in the survival and strength of the pack.

The story of the Silverwood Pack explores how acceptance—whether of newcomers, aging members, or those with different roles—is fundamental to their way of life and survival.