Sun barely peekin’ over the cliffs, I strapped my boots tight and adjusted the leather harness. Wings attached to my back like they born with me, though I knew better. Ain’t nobody just born flyin’. You gotta work. You gotta trust yourself.
I climbed to the edge of the cliff, heart thumpin’. Wind whipped around me, teeth cold, and I laughed low. “Ain’t no other way,” I muttered. Freedom always come with risk. Ain’t no hero ever got glory sittin’ down.
I jumped.
I ain’t stepped in Mama’s kitchen in over two years. Last time, words flew, doors slammed, and pride stacked itself between us like bricks. But today, somethin’ pulled me back. Maybe it was the smell of cornbread on the street, maybe it was just the pull of family—that invisible line even distance don’t break.
I opened the door slow. Warmth hit me first, then the smell of spices and fried okra. Taye was there, apron dusted with flour, hummin’ to himself, like he never stopped. I froze a second, nerves knotting, but then he looked up. “Lexi,” he said, voice soft, steady. Ain’t anger, ain’t blame. Just recognition.
I been walkin’ these woods since sunrise, boots crunchin’ over leaves wet with dew. Air crisp, smell of pine thick in my nose. I ain’t come here for no fun—I came to think, to breathe, to remember I got choices in a world that often try to tell me I don’t.
That’s when I seen the fox. Lil’ red thing, tail bushy, eyes sharp. It stopped like it knew I was watchin’. Didn’t run. Didn’t bark. Just…looked. Freedom look like that. Ain’t chained by worry or expectation. Just present, alert, alive. I whispered, “Teach me.” Not that it could answer, but I listened anyway.
I ain’t seen my cousin Taye in years. Last time we spoke, the words got heavy, doors slammed, pride got in the way. Family sometimes hurt worse than strangers. But Mama? Mama always said, “Blood don’t make love automatic, baby. You gotta show it.”
I ain’t never forget the day I met him—the stallion. Silver coat, mane like liquid moonlight, hooves kickin’ up dust that shimmered in the morning sun. The forest near Elderwood was quiet, save for the wind through the pines and the soft crackle of leaves underfoot. I came there to clear my head, but the forest had other plans.
Dawn broke pink over the hills, and I already had my boots laced tight, stick in hand, ready to move. River Valley was quiet in the mornings, only the hiss of water over stones, the wind through pines, and the occasional bird breaking the silence. I didn’t come out here for fun. I came out here to think, to feel, to remember that freedom don’t always live in cities and contracts and debts—it live in air, in land, in steps you take without someone tellin’ you where to go.
I been standin’ in front the mirror for close to an hour, twistin’ my hair slow, takin’ my time. Don’t let nobody tell you natural hair ain’t work—every coil, every curl, demand attention. And that attention cost money, even if it ain’t cash. Products, oils, combs, the time I put in. I learned early: time and money both count, and both gotta be respected.
She stepped carefully along the garden path, noticing the dew on the leaves. Exposure to green spaces has been shown to reduce stress, lower...