Lena hadn’t visited her childhood park in years—not since her son, Oliver, was born. Now five, he was the exact age she’d been when her mom used to bring her here every Sunday with a thermos of juice and a folded-up kite.
“Come on, Mama!” Oliver called, running ahead to the swings. The old chains squeaked like they always had, and the air smelled of sun-warmed pine and distant barbecue.
She smiled, setting their picnic bag down on a nearby bench. The past few months had been a storm—work stress, her dad’s sudden illness, and the quiet sadness that sometimes followed her like a shadow. But today she’d said enough. Just one day to breathe. Just one outing to feel like a family again.
“Push me!” Oliver demanded, already wiggling in the seat.
She stepped behind him and gave him a gentle shove. His laugh spilled into the breeze.
Higher and higher he went, feet reaching toward the sky. Lena tilted her head back, following the arc of his swing, and inhaled deeply—in for four… hold… out for four.
Each breath was a slow undoing of knots she hadn’t realized she carried. She matched her breath to the rhythm of the swing: push… inhale… hold… release. Again.
“Mama, your turn!” Oliver said, hopping off and pointing to the second swing.
Lena hesitated, then sat. As she kicked off, she felt her muscles remember. The wind through her hair. The weightlessness at the top of each arc. Oliver laughed beside her, their swings rising and falling in sync.
They stayed like that for what felt like forever.
Later, lying in the grass, side by side with juice boxes and crumb-filled fingers, Oliver whispered, “This is my favorite day.”
Lena looked at the clouds drifting above and let her breath flow deep and free.
“Mine too,” she said. And for the first time in weeks, she believed it.
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