The house on Briar Lane looked ordinary from the outside. Wood siding, narrow windows, a small garden pressed close to the porch. What made people pause was the smell. Even from the street, the air carried soap, warm water, and crushed herbs. It was the kind of scent that slowed footsteps without asking.
I lived there alone, but the house was never empty. It remembered care.
Every morning began the same way. Floors first. I swept, then mopped with hot water and mild soap, moving from the back rooms toward the door. Cleaning from clean areas toward dirtier ones reduces the spread of contaminants and is standard practice in hygiene-focused environments (Rutala and Weber). I did not rush. Fantasy here responded to intention, not speed.
The walls shimmered faintly as I worked, stars appearing and fading like breath marks on glass. The house had learned that when surfaces were cleaned, it could rest. When cleaning was skipped, it grew restless. Dust collected faster. Corners darkened. Neglect was loud to magic.
After the floors came the sink and counters. I scrubbed handles and switches. High-touch surfaces collect microorganisms more quickly than static ones, especially in shared spaces (Kramer et al.). Even though I lived alone, visitors came often. People seeking calm, clarity, or simply a quiet place to sit.
Outside, the garden waited. Rosemary, thyme, and lavender grew thick along the fence. Plants exposed to regular care and stable conditions produce stronger aromatic compounds, which is why neglect dulls both scent and effect (Kumar et al.). I trimmed carefully, speaking softly. The leaves leaned toward my hands, responding not to words, but to rhythm.
Late morning brought the first knock. It was Elin, carrying her younger brother, Jonah. He looked pale, eyes unfocused, breath shallow. He had been sick for weeks, recovering slowly. Illness drains more than the body. It drains patience.
I washed my hands before touching anything. Soap and water remain one of the most effective ways to reduce pathogen transmission (CDC). The house brightened slightly, approving the pause.
Jonah lay on the couch while Elin hovered. I opened the windows to let fresh air circulate. Indoor air quality affects comfort and recovery, especially during prolonged illness (Allen and Macomber). The stars along the ceiling rearranged themselves into slow spirals.
“I do not have medicine,” I told her. “I have space.”
She nodded. That was enough.
I brewed a mild infusion using lemon balm from the garden. Lemon balm has been shown to support calm and reduce restlessness without heavy sedation (Cases et al.). I explained what it could and could not do. Fantasy did not excuse exaggeration.
As Jonah rested, I cleaned again. Cups washed. Cloths replaced. The repetition grounded both the house and the people inside it. Predictable routines can reduce anxiety and create a sense of safety during recovery (Ulrich et al.).
Elin watched quietly.
“You do this a lot,” she said.
“Yes,” I answered. “Love stays consistent.”
She did not argue.
By afternoon, Jonah slept more deeply. His breathing evened out. The stars dimmed into soft pinpoints. The house exhaled.
Before they left, I wiped the door handles again and swept the entryway. Not because they were dirty, but because endings deserve the same care as beginnings.
When the house was quiet again, I sat in the kitchen and wrote notes. What plants were trimmed. What rooms were used. What needed attention tomorrow. Documentation helps identify patterns and prevents small issues from becoming larger ones (CDC). The house liked the sound of the pen. Ink grounded magic.
At dusk, I lit no candles. The stars in the walls brightened on their own. Fantasy here did not perform. It reflected.
I cleaned once more before bed. Sink. Table. Floor edges. Then I stood still, hands damp, breathing slow. The house settled around me, clean and calm, holding the day without strain.
Love lived there, not as romance, not as grand gestures, but as soap on hands, herbs tended daily, and the decision to care even when no one was watching.
That was the spell. It always had been.
Works Cited (MLA)
Allen, Joseph G., and John D. Macomber. Healthy Buildings: How Indoor Spaces Drive Performance and Productivity. Harvard University Press, 2020.
Cases, J., et al. “Pilot Trial of Melissa officinalis L. Leaf Extract in the Treatment of Volunteers Suffering from Mild-to-Moderate Anxiety Disorders.” Mediterranean Journal of Nutrition and Metabolism, vol. 4, no. 3, 2011, pp. 211–218.
Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. “Handwashing: Clean Hands Save Lives.” CDC, 2023.
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